small talks

life...thinkin,thinking,thinkiing,thinkiinngg..and the process continues till one day u dont even have the ability to remember ur name..and then comes the vile disguise of the one u trust and takes u away.everything is so uncertain ..wat u ll grow up to be (einstein or just a person learning his laws),wat u ll look like (after all who doesn want to woo the indian cricket team captain),will u at all marry the person u love(all that fights and the money spent and parent's disagreement will go in vain otherwise)..and the biggest wen will u die?(u dont need to take 7 tuitions to get into iit and die an yr later)..overall life is a but a big ?and u dont hav the answer to any..trust me ..ok not me say darwin,even he simplified evolution so much that he still doesnt have the answer to the existence of a heart,a kidney,a liver...Hope we had assumptions and the oracle could actually decide and predict everything but we have so many assumptions that the poor thing would prefer resigning ..already after one world cup he is the most important one and his life is in danger..lets not further pester that creature.
life is mainly made up of say ..(according to everyone)love,luck,time and money..bt according to me life comprises
LUCK-actually it is the only factor and the others are the consequence of not having this..if u have luck u hav money,u have time,u have love and almost everything and though some big mouths would incorporate hardwork but those are the oneS who have all the luck in this world..did u ever imagine that even ur birth is a luck,luck which made u a human,decided ur parents,decided ur gender,decided ur country,and actually deciding ur 'hardworking' capability.i.e.the intensity of ur grey matter..luck also decides ur job,ur BOSS,ur OTHER BOSS at home,and ur death..trust me getting into iit will not keep u alive for 80 more years..
BOREDOME-we can attain boredome in two ways mainly...1st.. dont study or study(doesnt matter),goto a bad college or a good one(still doesnt matter),end up getting a boring job or an interesting job which gets boring eventually,get depressed and die..moral if ur father is a businessman never even look at service even if its in microsoft..there is no pleasure in the world than being domineering and never getting dominated..2nd ....dont feel like going out wen others are partying,want to look good but doesnt want to tax parents to pay for straighting ur hair..end up watching t.v series and movies and lament on not being the 'hot' one and eventually die..so boredomeis a major factor in controlling ur life..
DESPERATION-well desperation is the first factor and it arises from boredome..always being the ugly one, the reserved one at school and wen out in college since noone knows u ..wings just take u to heights of desperation and u end up taking "still school type weird' pics and posting it on facebook thinking that u sure do make an impression(get out of ur whims...duhh..u r better being the reserved one)..next kind of desperation is seen in adults..mainly in 50+ who have no work bt to memorise the profiles of their nephew and neice and report it to his/her parents like.."ur daughter has written engaged in her relationship status" and "there is a pic of her with a guy hugging"..normally these are the mothers of the first reserved desperate ones i have mentioned..gawd deperate mothers and their desperate daughters..get a life!!.so kill desperation write blogs and watch how i met ur mother..its awesome!!!..

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  1. UnknownJuly 14, 2010 at 11:17 AM

    u know..tr ei thoughts gulo khub known 2 me..ami chaile ei praye eki post dite partam..in ur name..mane ami tr blog e likhtam..sobai bhabto tui likhechis..n as a reader i dnt want that..i want change...still very childish 2 me..

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  2. UnknownJuly 14, 2010 at 1:52 PM

    i find myself in oblivian.....

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