ME....SIMPLIFIED

i was watching this famous and i mean extremely "famous" reality show today called ROADIES 7 ...i have been following roadies for the past 5 yrs and not because it has anything substantial in it but merely because of its stupidity..entertainment is a necessity and wat more than watching people making fun of themselves thoough they think quite the contrary.in the interview version questions like the very basic ones "wy do u want to be a roadie?" to the sometimes 'how many times have u been laid?' types are asked and strikingly people have unique answers just to be in the show ..bt it made me think and share with u ppl that there are ppl who jus because were kicked out in the prelims an year ago had tried to stop living,quit college,quit socialising,give up every normal humane activity just to be in this show where the participants dont even have the basic knowledge of the names of 3 countries in africa and at 22 still under the illusion or rather imaginatio

cuddling my pillow at night i weep like the old days wen i was lonely,very lonely....with my disability to express my thoughts and the shy,complex opinion bout everything i cud never really open up to my parents so always in the search of the perfect person to share everything with,who wud listen to me..ignore my stupidity a times wen i wud end up talking too much irrelevant..just tolerate..advise me..make me laugh.a friend to look upto ,,a friend who wud love me..a friend in the form of anyone..unfortunately it cudn be my parents as for "trying to be modern bt conservative" ppl they were,i had to dwell upon the consequence of disclosing everything..and friends..frankly i was not gud at that at all..too shy,too lazy,too unsocial.so i was a loner..completely..my pillow and my birds..my only companions..i wud cry to them,talk to them like a complete psycho, frustrated with life wud do.. then came this person ..a friend who gradually became that person i was searching for.we bo