ME....SIMPLIFIED

i was watching this famous and i mean extremely "famous" reality show today called ROADIES 7 ...i have been following roadies for the past 5 yrs and not because it has anything substantial in it but merely because of its stupidity..entertainment is a necessity and wat more than watching people making fun of themselves thoough they think quite the contrary.in the interview version questions like the very basic ones "wy do u want to be a roadie?" to the sometimes 'how many times have u been laid?' types are asked and strikingly people have unique answers just to be in the show ..bt it made me think and share with u ppl that there are ppl who jus because were kicked out in the prelims an year ago had tried to stop living,quit college,quit socialising,give up every normal humane activity just to be in this show where the participants dont even have the basic knowledge of the names of 3 countries in africa and at 22 still under the illusion or rather imaginatio...

cuddling my pillow at night i weep like the old days wen i was lonely,very lonely....with my disability to express my thoughts and the shy,complex opinion bout everything i cud never really open up to my parents so always in the search of the perfect person to share everything with,who wud listen to me..ignore my stupidity a times wen i wud end up talking too much irrelevant..just tolerate..advise me..make me laugh.a friend to look upto ,,a friend who wud love me..a friend in the form of anyone..unfortunately it cudn be my parents as for "trying to be modern bt conservative" ppl they were,i had to dwell upon the consequence of disclosing everything..and friends..frankly i was not gud at that at all..too shy,too lazy,too unsocial.so i was a loner..completely..my pillow and my birds..my only companions..i wud cry to them,talk to them like a complete psycho, frustrated with life wud do.. then came this person ..a friend who gradually became that person i was searching for.we bo...

I am noone to decide wat the world shud be like coz i am jus a part of the huge population and as everyone is at god's mercy so am i ...bt there are moments wen i jus feel like changing the world in my way ..or atleast creating a new place for myself to live in coz most of the times my surrounding sucks ...sucks bigtime..everyone is born coz they are destined ..some live ordinary throughout their entire lives and some make it big ..they make it big coz they are simply lucky..i am sure situations and circumstances have never been enough detrimental to them at any point of time...hardwork is essential but sometimes u loose it wen things go completely wrong and u give up wen destiny has decided something else for you.. i believe everything is decided for you from birth..if u are lucky you are born to some well being people with a golden or atleast a steel spoon in your mouth and if god decides that u are just a trash he throws u to some slum where even a plastic spoon is unaffordable...

Recently analysing the fact that lovers these days have very less privacy as more liberal the current generation gets about interaction and intimacy with the opposite sex the lesser gets the space availabilty for spending some alone time with each other.the entire problem in our lives arise actually due to the whole generation gap factor..suddenly their is an open-up and we are the ones who has to do all the explainings to our parents as well as ourself...maybe this entire new oppurtunity of being more independent ..enjoying more from life has not been all that gud enough for many..as we have been gifted with a whole new understanding these days that the line of forbidden entry to the opposite sex's territory before marriage is leased out the more has our expectations risen ..following the western traditions with heart and soul some few places of interesting sightseeing has been created by the humans themselves which i believe are quite entertaining for people like us..the shame ,t...

I am not a blogger ..never blogged..my first time bt suddenly this interest has taken upon me .there are always thoughts in mind which needed a revelation i guess.like whenever i am eating i have a handful of rice mixed with some fish curry or maybe a dal, and i stare outside,literally stare i mean ..think of what!!!..the beautiful weather,the blue sky ,the neighbouring buildings or the ppl inside them who cook in their kitchens or water their plant at that moment ...not actually ..i think about what it wud be like if i could do this and that and then my thoughts drift and then i hear my mom shouting, “dona,khaa na..ki chinta korchish..uff!!”..i come back but the food doesnt taste the same to me anymore..nothin happens everyday ..like nothin interesting enough to share but somehow now i can relate to what manish said to me one day ..manish and i return home together every week from haldia for the weekends..he once said there are three categories of people in the world..1st ..those who...